Addicted to my phone.

 Let's start with the bad and ugly.

I really dislike becoming a zombie scrolling through social media.

I hate how invested I am in other people's lives. Sure. it's interesting and a lot of times it's the best way to keep track of what's going on with old friends. I'm also a huge art and fashion fanatic so I will spend hours looking through OOTDs and Renaissance artwork. (and interior designs)

It's not like it's going to kill me, but it is killing my spirits and motivation. I'm sure social media is fine...in moderation. 

When I was younger I remember reading that Shakespear said we are all actors on stage. Meaning, we're all putting on a show for the world. It's an exhausting idea, isn't it?

So, who am I trying to be productive for? Who am I putting on a show for? People I look up to. It's simple but it took me a while to realize.

**In everything you do, ask yourself who am I putting on this show for?**

I want to be as successful and productive as the people I admire. We are all influenced, like it not, that's a fact.  

So, I want to be mindful of who I watch and interact with & what I am feeding my brain. I need soul food, and social media is filling junk food.

My idea of success (at the moment) is having a clean home, healthy habits, a routine with purpose, time to unwind, and free time to spend with my loved ones.

So, I will begin limiting my time on social media. 

I'll start limiting the amount of posts and shit I spew online (mostly memes tbh)

Next, I need to come up with a routine.